Job 20; Mark 3; Mark 4 (Contemporary English Version)
Mark 4:12The reason is,
"These people will lookand look, but never see.
They will listen and listen,
but never understand.
If they did,
they would turn to God,
and he would forgive them.
Jesus is explaining why he uses stories (or parables as we call them) as tools for teaching. Jesus understands folk pretty well I would say.
Some years ago, I don't really remember when, I went on a spiritual journey. It was 72 hours of hearing talks from clergy and lay folks about priorities, grace, piety, Christian actions and a bunch of other stuff. I have to say that when I left that week-end I was fired up. I had been in the ministry a few years and because of the notes I had taken and all the chocolate I had eaten, I was going to change the church as it was known in those days. Me and God and few more folks that I was sure felt the same way I did was going to change the face of the earth, renew it as the prayer says and bring glory to the creator.
Well, that enthusiasm lasted a while and then I realized that Jesus is right: "people look and look and never see..." and so on.
I have to say though that I am still somewhat on that "Spiritual High" when I see folks come alive with ideas and realize that God is calling them into ministry of some sort where the neighbors will be loved like we love ourselves and that above all God will be glorified and loved as well.
I think of those seeds in this parable of the sower in Mark 4. The seeds that are sown in so many places on Sunday mornings from the choir loft and from the pulpit, when children and youth are serving in worship, when visitors are welcomed "in", when folks take time from their busy schedules to invite a neighbor to come and worship and experience the presence of God that they feel, and many other ways that seeds are sown. Like after the enthusiastic worship is over and it time to go to Sunday School (oh I wish there was another name to call it like discipleship or learning to follow Jesus Time) when folks come to learn how that the life and times of Jesus are still relevant to our life and times today and even more so. I could go on and on...
I guess that I am desiring to find a new way to do an old thing. Its that wrong? Is it wrong to try and find a way to get folks to open up and take hold of the Good News and let it change their lives the way it has changed mine. Well, maybe not exactly like it changed mine, but change it a new way that just fits who they are. I see a lot of folks who leave worship on Sunday morning to go else where and somehow I know they have not been fed the whole meal. Oh, they enjoyed the servings they have had but the stuff that sustains them have been left out.
The seed gets sown but I guess there is no way to control where the seeds land and whether they grow or not--is that what I am saying--well, I wonder. I wonder if there is a plan that will fit everyone who is the ground on which the seeds are sown. I wonder if there is a way to get a seed to take root and grow on solid rocks. I wonder if there is enough fertilizer for the seeds that have fell into the thorns to some how overtake the thistles and flourish. I wonder. How about you do you wonder?
Have blest day, brosteve